It wasn't a very good day today. I went to McDonald's to get some iced tea before work and DWACOM (dude with a crush on me) was working the drive thru window. He said, "I knew that was you as soon as I heard your voice. I haven't seen you for a few days." I said, "I've been here." Notice how I dazzle the men with my exciting conversation? Actually, I had gone inside a few days, instead of through the drive thru. I realized that I'm only comfortable in the company of men I know are not attracted to me. The minute I think they're interested in me or think I'm attractive, I go out of my way to avoid them because they make me edgy and uncomfortable. That depressed me. I mean, how fucked up is that?
Then I stopped at the hospital and my dad was in a LOUSY mood. I was trying to feed him and he was yelling at me. Doesn't matter how old I am, I'm still that little kid who hates getting yelled at by her dad. Sigh. Men. Uber confusing. And depressing.